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Jan. 4th, 2005 @ 07:23 am
Hey all I am back, took a break as the holidays hit but now I am here,

I just want to say life is going good for many reasons

one is that I have found a group of players for my d&d they seem pretty excited about it so that makes things easier =) we might start playing today

second off I do not think that my faction with shannas step mother could get any better... that woman loves me shanna told her that she was coming over to my house for a while and that I was the only one there... 6 hours alone with me and her step mom had nothing against it...

and when I went back over their she got on shanna asking her why she ignored me for so long if I was in the area...

and her father and her step brother have challenged me to a game of ut because they hear that I am pretty good... I let them talk their smack talk to me several times they told me I better be good at dodging all I said was " I am named lil bunny fufu for a reason" I can not wait to play those 2 I watched them both play so I have a major advantage =p


I may not have a job yet but I am still finacially stable and can get a job soon I just have to go out and get one
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful

Dec. 25th, 2004 @ 10:45 am
Just wanted to say happy christmas to all my friends =) have a good one I am out

wootastic Dec. 23rd, 2004 @ 11:21 am
okies today is my one month mark with shanna, yea. I always feel that one month is a powerful place, it lets me know how well the relationship is going and if it makes it to that mark then it is usually a sign that it will last for a long time my only other relationship to make it to the one month mark lasted almost 2 years...

today I am off to get her a few flowers and a card not much because I will be giving them to her during her work to make sure I completely catch her off gaurd =p last thing I want to do is be perdictable =p

holidays are coming and my friend alex is spending way to much on us... yesterday he went to pick up my gift... I am nervous... due to my current position gifts are a bit out for now... I am going to be doing almost all gifts late... an what I had in mind for alex was around $20 I knew he would like it but... still he is spending alot...

I get to go over to my moms and pretend that nothing has happened... whcih I can do I have plenty of practice at it so I can deal... well

happy holidays one and all I am out
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful

another sleepless night Dec. 22nd, 2004 @ 03:17 am
blam... no sleep for dayosh... which sucks because I have used alot of energy today... infact I feel completely drained but blah... no sleep for me...

I need to go pick up my last wal-mart paycheck tommorow... so I can at last get shannas gift and some flowers for thursday, woot one month....


okay I am not coherent so I am going to go away

Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 08:48 am
okay I got a job lined up I just have to go and apply it looks good... and since I have prior xp in the area I am almost garunteed s job... okay so it is at giant... but who cares it is all good and it pays my expenses... and I get to work with alex... or mock him since I will be working inside and making more =p


so job is good I can get back on my feet and good to go... I had to warn folks that most christmas preasents will be late this year... I feel bad but it was an untimley loss of a job there... so as always I manage to land on my feet even when I am being kicked from every direction... that is an ability that I have no idea when I aquired, but has been very useful

after all this mess it will be nice to gain my footing and start spending money on my hobbies once again, hmmm and the my one month with shanna is coming up soon... I need to make a stop by a flower shop... excuse me while I ponder what surprises she has coming...
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
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Yesterday was good, I woke up nice and early to go down and surprise shanna I knew she was getting her nails done, I knew when and where... except I did not know when she would be finished... I only waited for 1 and 1/2 hours but it was cold!!! oh well it paid off it turned out that she did not have to babysit like she thought so we hung out at her house for a while and steph and phil came over

later on about 5 her stepmother, lynn, came home and at first I thought that ment trouble as well as steph and phil, so they snuck out taking me home with them... only for me to get a call from lynn asking if I wanted to go shopping with her and shanna so I did then I went back and helped wrapped gifts... although they stopped asking me to wrap them when they saw my horrible abilities at th task =p

I am begining to think she likes me which makes things so much easier she mentioned that she might not be against extending shannas curfew or that if it gets to late from time to time I may be able to spend the night... both of which really shocked shanna

her father on the other hand has not talked with me at all so he is still in a state of not liking me... he has started to refer to me as weird al because apparently I look just like him... which I do not mind it is not the first time that some ones called me that...

I was actually kinda scared at the end because lynn when driving me home asked shanna how long it takes to get me home and shanna replied about 4 mins she told us to drop her off at the next gas station and for shanna to be back in 20 mins, both me and shanna were shocked by this

lynn does not like people that is suppose to be her thing... but then again parents love me... all parents love me so I guess my power is stronger then hers =p

and since lynn is the main rule giver that makes things so much easier on me


oh well things are getting very good in this relationship and will get better once the holidays are over...
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I am better now, I talked with all the members of the fight, and things are better, my brother will not be coming to this side of maryland for a long time, and my mother has no major damage she is just really sore and for the moment jeff has cooled down and he is staying away.

My dad admits that the bow were bought by my mother and that he just wanted to make trouble, but was unaware that things would get that far out of hand so he will talk to my brother I still am angry at both at both of them but I can do nothing

so talking with them and a long talk with shanna really helped me workl things out... I was only a little depressed last night but alex was here and me and him played UnrealTournament 2004 and we rocked that helped to calm me even more but what really got me at ease is when colin jumped on my team... just being stupid I shot at him a few times, yes we were on the same team, and that grew in to hunting eachother down and teamkilling one another all the time... and that grew infectious to the rest of our team =p it started out one man started shotting at me so I ran away... he chased me so I truned around and we kept shooting at each other... then I saw colin in a raptor ( if you do not know the game it is a flying vehicle) and he was flying very low very fast... towards me... luckly I side stepped but he killed the guy chasing me... it was hilarious our whole team gave up on winning and just went after each other I drove several vehicles into our spawn zone just to get monster kills on my own team =p

It was fun and just what I needed my mind is off of that night and I am fine now that things managed to work out my brother is far away and jeff has stepped down for the time... it is not that he is a bad person... he is just a priome example of over emotional in all ways... some people are angry some are overly happy he is overly everything... and can jump very fast...

well that is that I am off to make me some lunch
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wow... it is kinda sad I have not updated in a while... my life was great and well I probably should of let all my friend know how great I was doing but I was also really busy...


now I update when somthing bad happens I feel bad about doing it but I need to get it off my chest...

last night was bad, very bad I can not decide if it ties for my worse night ever or is the worst... I can not think right now...

there was anger, hatred, blood and pain all over the place so much blood I am not sure where it all came from I my self was splattered with some I think some may have been mine for I know that in trying to break up the fight I was hit quite a few times...


it all started because my mothers boyfriend (Jeff) and my brother are both immature and over emotional...

it all started because my brother took a bow from my mothers house that he thought belonged to my father when Jeff actually bought it from my father and my brother was talking about how nice a bow he had... and instead of a simple "You know D.J. I think that you took my bow" or even a " You do realize that that was my bow D.J." Jeff had to jump up and shout "You fucking thief"

then pride was hurt and anger arose the started shouting at each other, at that point I was ashamed and looked away whcih is when one jumped another, they both claim it was the other,

the shit hit the fan this fight lasted about an hour till the cops got there I do not know who called the cops... I only regret that I did not... due to there pathetic fighting everyone in the house walked away with multipule injuries including my mother and my brothers girlfriend... and I can bet that every one of us is sore this morning,

alot more happened in that hour alot of shit was said alot of shit was done and I have lost all respect for both of those people, and I will probably be visited by the cops soon so they can hear my side of the story... but the most important detal I missed... the first lunge... that will decide who gets the major blame for it and I have no idea who lunged first...

the only reason the cops let my mother take me home last night was because all of the anger and conflict was getting to me so bad that I started to vomit I could not help it I was in bad shape

well I got that off my chest I need to finsih cleaning myself up and then I am going to go for a walk it is only 6 more hours till I can talk with shanna... I will see about making that time pass by quickly
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... so I went to wal-mart to turn in my doctor slip saying no work for a few days. and somthing unexpected happened... I was fired... why I am not sure they kapt me in the office for about 20 mins and I already was dizzy and tired... I did not want to go there in the first place but I thought it would be nice if I gave them the document instead of calling and saying I had it...

about five mins into it I asked if I could sit down, and I did not hear a word after that except good buy and from all three of the managers that were lecturing me... so things worked out... shanna is going to bring over classifieds from several papers for me so once I get better I know who is hiring and can put my self out there in the work world...

well now I do not have to worry about working in that place again this time it is final... this time I actually saw the termination papers filled out...

my mind is still not here a combonation of fever, shock and worry all are messing with my thoughts right now but hey, everything should be alright I am the yosh after all find a new job... one that I like ... one that will not make me cringe when I think that I have to go there...

well I am off to get a bowl of ice cream then play some eq 2
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okay update,

last night was hell after I got back from my doctor...

I took the meds he told me, which by the way I take all 3 every 6 hours... so that means little to no sleep... I fell asleep only to wake up 4 hours later to find the small sore had qudrupled in size it was scary, nasty and above all painfull I could not even close my mouth with out extreme pain so I went to the er...

all they did was tell me that the meds should work soon and they bealive that it is a viral infection caused by the tonsolitis, or how ever it is spelled, and should go away with these meds soon... but they doc did tell me to things which make me in alot less pain... 1. to mix the mouth numbing med I got with malox so it coats my whole mouth... and 2. 8 teaspoons of childrens motrin every 8 hours does wonders to soothe the sores and my throat... =)

so right now my moputh feels wierd it is kinda numb and extra bumpy... but the pain is not hear...

Oh and I found 1 food I can eat... and thankfully shanna was reading my mind =p she brought over two things of ice cream... I can not eat anything else but I can live with this

She really is to good to me... every break she gets before during and after work she comes over just to let me lay my head in her lap so I can sleep easier and get well soon... thats not taking in for all the meds juices foods she has gotten me... she woke up extra early today just to spend more time with me knowing that in this state I will not be getting uch sleep...

well that is enough of my rambling... I am of for more ice cream
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